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USERNAME CHANGE [everbody listen up yo]

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2014, 3:06 AM


OneNightStar here = u = )/

Yus, just wanted to notify everybody so that you don't get confused
I changed my username :iconasdfghplz:

from now on
you'll find me as
shoujo-s
[shoujo-syndrom]

Have been thinking about it a looooong time and finally did it--
Not only here though--

I've changed my username everywhere I guess-- everywhere important--
plus my email--

New tumblr:
shoujo-syndrom.tumblr.com/

New weebly:
shoujo-s.weebly.com/

New weasly:
www.weasyl.com/~shoujos


so ya--- we all will have to get used to this haha but I like it~

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SUPERHERO RP GROUP

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 2, 2014, 3:05 PM


You all remember this idea I had?
About the superhero rp group?

We made it happen, guys <33

:iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes:
:iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes:
:iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes::iconre-heroes:

I hope everybody is just as pumped as we are hehe

Grand Opening is on the 1st of May

I HOPE TO SEE LOTS OF APPS <333




Okayyyyyy--- so since I am officially on Easter break right now-- I guess I should be a little more active on here again-- even tho I have lots of school stuff to do |||OTL
Still gomen for being more or less inactive for the past weeks @ A @ ;;


Anyways-- I was thinking of making a new RP group and today me and my irl friends [which don't draw weeps] had an idea that sparked my interest quite a lot--


What if there was a rp group revolving around young people [perhaps ages 14-30 or so] who have all gained a super power, but that super power is based on the one thing they fear the most?
E.g. you're really afraid of heights, but you can fly or simply tend to lift off the ground whenever you don't concentrate or something
Ikd just a quick example--

I've got a few ideas how to incorporate this into a setting that'd work for a RP group, but I've yet to actually decide on one / am not convinced of my ideas, so yeah-- it's a huge WIP

I really wanna make this group-- unless a group based on this already exists? ; 7 ;

Well-- if not, then I'd love to seek for mods already-- so we can lay out a precise setting together-- without plot holes cries 

So yeah, if you're interest in becoming a mod or would just love to join such a rp group, it'd be awesome if you could leave a comment ; v ; 
I might pick a few peeps later on then to help me with this orz
Also I wanna see how many people are actually interested in such a group since it'd be a waste if nobody would want to join Q u Q
[IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY PEOPLE COMMENT; I WILL PICK SOME]


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Just a quick note

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 25, 2014, 3:39 PM


Please don't be confused if you visit my gallery next time [and are a fan of my rp groups characters and art] I've left a lot of rp groups, stashed the art away and even requested to close two of my own groups permanently

I've done so since I know I won't ever be active again, gomen ; v ;


But I might do a new rp group in the future in case anyone is interested [see newest poll]

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!! HELP !! So what do you do when ...

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 17, 2014, 10:40 AM


... you've got a new principal at your school and she's a serious asshole?

She's never considerate with the students NOR the teachers or other employees.
She always yells at everyone and treats the teachers like shit.
She never compromises, never listens to other suggestions but her own ideas.
She thinks she can do whatever she pleases and she treats everyone around her like lower beings.

Many teachers dislike her or are even FRIGHTENED to talk to her.
Many teachers think about leaving the school and change to another one just BECAUSE OF HER.

The teachers have it a lot worse than the students, they're miserable as hell.
But they can't speak up because they're all afraid.
They need to get a good appraisal from the principal or else they will have difficulties ever changing school's again.
Or even worse, they'll be fired.

Our teachers don't talk much about the subject, too scared the students might lose a wrong word about it to anyone, but they imply things every now and then and make it clear how horrible the situation is.

Our current principal only got the job because she had priority, not because of her competence.

There's our vice principal and we always thought she was a terribly vice principal, but even she gets into arguments with the new principal and that really means a hell lot--

So I am wondering-- what can we do about this?

I want to help my teachers-- I care about my school a lot--

The new principal wants to eradicate the musical classes of my school which have always been the flagship of my school and have always kept the niveau up [you get what I mean]
If she takes those classes away-- my school will drop down to the lowest level--

I'm just scared-- I don't want this to happen because I love my school and my teachers-- many teachers that I really care about are suffering under the new principal and I don't just want to sit still and watch them leave ; H ;

If any of you have any useful ideas what we as students [or parents] could do to improve this situation aka. get the principal to leave my school, every suggestion via comment would be appreciated

Perhaps we could collect evidence and statements from teachers and other employees, but keep everything anonymous and secret-- I honestly don't know-- we can't let this get out into the open because if we do, students, parents and teachers will be in huge trouble-- but we NEED to do something about this-- anything--

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I made a Weebly * v *

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 15, 2014, 8:21 AM







onenightstar.weebly.com/



This is my button:


If you want to affiliate your weebly with mine, no need to ask, feel free to mention me ; v ;

Oooh god-- finally-- finally I managed to create myself a Weebly page //dies
This took way too long orz
I hope I didn't make any mistakes cause I'm seriously so done with editing :iconlazepoolplz:




LEAVE ME A LINK YOUR OWN WEEBLY IN THE COMMENT SECTION AND I'LL ADD YOU <333

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Chibi Commissions [OPEN]

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 2, 2014, 2:59 PM


GUYS SERIOUSLY PLEASE READ THE INSTRUCTIONS AT THE END

Please read everything before you order, thank you.







RULES:

♥ Read everything before noting me + follow the instructions given
♥ Do not rush me  [I am quite slow most of the time, but you will definitely receive your commission]
♥ Do not pay unless I have asked you to do so [send points / commission widget / paypal]
♥ Payment has to be made within 24 hours after ordering
♥ You may order different styles
♥ Only one slot of each style per person
♥ You may use the commissioned art e.g. on you profile etc. BUT PLEASE CREDIT ME

DOS:
♥ Humans
♥ Kemonomimi
♥ strange skincolor
♥ taurs [any kind of really]
♥ gore
♥ NSFW [Yaoi / Yuri / Hetero]
♥ anthro [depends on the character, I might decline the commission though]

DON'TS:
♥ Mecha
♥ anthro
♥ extreme body hair
♥ old people [gomen]







Naked Chibi Commissions [2] by Star-Chii


★Style: Naked Chibi [willing to do NSFW (as in genitals are visible / suggestive / sexual poses)]
★Price: 700 :points: / 7 USD [per character]
★No. of Characters: Max. 2 per person [if 2, couple Y/N ?]
★Slots: 5: :iconcountesslainy: :iconcrownwaltz: :iconacornbutt: :icontinyshiro: :iconqubicmunchies: FULL









★Style: Chibi Style 1
★Price: 1000 :points: / 10 USD [per character]
★No. of Characters: Max. 2 per person [if 2, couple Y/N ?]
★Slots: 5: :iconloudcompany: :iconsextingatchurch: :iconmi-ya-ka: :iconsakura-pumpkin: :icongelly-bear: FULL







K I S M E T by shoujo-s


★Style: Chibi Style 2
★Price: 1500 :points: / 15 USD [per character]
★No. of Characters: Max. 1 per person
★Slots: 2: :iconcrownwaltz: :iconredcophee: FULL







MMP: End of the night, it's going down by shoujo-s


★Style: Fake Papercut Chibi
★Price: 1000 :points: / 10 USD [per character] [might charge up to + 300 :points: / 3 USD if the character is very detailed]
★No. of Characters: Max. 1 per person
★Slots: 2:







How to order:

Send me a Note entitled "Chibi Commish" [Notes without that title will be ignored]
Include this form in the Note [Notes without this form / not correctly filled will be ignored]

★Username: [your dA username]

★Style: [whichever style of the ones mentioned above you want] [if Naked Chibi, NSFW Y/N ?]
★Price: [depends on the style, please calculate the final price already]
★Paypal email: [in case you will pay with Paypal]
★No. of Characters: [depends on the style]
★Reference[s]: [clear references of the character(s)]
★Brief Info: [personality, SHORT info about the character(s)]
★Pose/Expression: [in case you wish for a certain pose/expression] [if Naked Chibi, sexual pose Y/N?]
★Extra: [in case there's anything else I need to know about the character(s)]


Why don't you respond to my note?
Because you didn't follow the instructions of how to order a commission from me [see above]


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Why do you draw?

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 1, 2014, 7:30 PM


Well, I kind of ended up talking about this topic with a friend and I am really curious, what is your personal reason to draw?
What motivates you to draw?

I'm just really interested in hearing this from others-- so just leave a comment ; v ;



For me-- my reason why I draw is mainly because it gives me peace
It makes me feel calm [although it can also quite frustrate me haha] and it's my way of letting out steam
It balances me out internally I guess?

And then, ever since I started posting art actively online, I've also added all the people who support me to my reason why I draw--
The people who enjoy my art-- I really want to make them happy by keeping on drawing--
I love all of you too much to stop haha--

Of course I also need to let out my creativity somehow cause otherwise I'd explode--
Drawing the way I do is just my way of expressing myself-- and I can't imagine stopping, to be honest
I've often tried to start new hobbies -- but they were always killed off by drawing haha--
There's nothing I like more than drawing, really--


So yeah-- that's a short summary of my reasons to draw -- I wonder what it is like for others ; v ;

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asdjfhasjdfh thank you so much guys sobbbbbbs

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 29, 2014, 4:33 AM


Uguuuuhhhh--- so many sweet birthday wishes aaahhhh--
Thank you so, so, soooooo much for all those super cute comments aah-- they really sweetened my day a lot <333
I'm definitely going to reply all of them somehow ... I think :iconpapmingplz:

As for how my birthday went-- it was totally awesome homg-- best birthday in a loong, looooooong time haha

First all of my classes got cancelled but one-- so I decided to skip that one and stay home //SLAPPED
No school on my birthday, sure, why not |D

In the afternoon my grandparents and my uncle came over to have cake and celebrate a little and another friend also crashed at my place to congratulate me and stayed for the cake haha

:iconcurly-c: had invited me to his place later in the evening, because he had something planned for me--
And that ended up in us sneaking up onto the rooftop of the skyscraper he lives in and we watched the stars --
But the actual surprise was that he talked his little brother into firing the last firework rockets he had left over from New Year's Eve haha--
It was so sweet = 7 =
Tho so predictable ahahaha I know him too well
Such a nice thing to do, really--
AND ON TOP OF THAT BOTH OF MY GUYFRIENDS TOLD ME I LOOK SEXY IN MY NEW BOOTS /////

For anyone who doesn't know, I got myself a pair of red cowboy boots as a birthday present haha
//tosses quickly taken pictures





Nnggh-- I swear I adore these boots-- they fit perfectly--
And that's how I went to school today haha--
Even my other two guyfriends who were VERY doubtful of the idea of me wearing cowboy boots took back everything they said and agreed that they look good on me pffft--
And EVERYONE was staring-- after all such boots aren't exactly common in Germany :'D

Now I'm off for a little break, tomorrow and Friday there's no school hehe = u =
Seriously this week is the best <3333


I hope that everybody is having a just as great time as I am ♥

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LET ME JUST LOVE YOU ALL

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 26, 2014, 11:28 PM


BEST. DAY. THIS. YEAR. SO. FAR.

CAN I JUST LOVE YOU ALL PLEASE?
I'D HUG EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU RIGHT NOW IF I COULD AAAHH--

SO MY SCHOOL GOT CANCELLED TODAY BECAUSE SOMEONE BROKE IN

JUST ONE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY

SCHOOL JUST-- DOESN'T HAPPEN LMFAO

EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM HEAVEN I SUPPOSE

AND THE COWBOY BOOTS I ORDERED FOR MYSELF AS A PRESENT HAVE ALSO ARRIVED

OUTSIDE ARE TONS OF SNOW AND IT'S NOT TOO COLD SO PERFECT WEATHER TO WALK

THIS DORK HERE :iconcurly-c: TREATS ME TO LUNCH TODAY AS AN EARLY PRESENT

AND GOSH COULD THIS DAY BE ANY BETTER?!

I'M IN SUCH A FREAKING GOOD MOOD MAN--


SORRY I JUST HAD TO SHARE THIS

I HOPE EVERYONE ELSE WILL HAVE A SUPER DUPER MEGA AWESOME DAY TODAY

NIGHTY OUT ♥

I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE WOOOAH ~



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Free Art if you ...

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 12, 2014, 3:13 AM


Did that title catch your attention?
Hopefully haha--

I'm not joking though, this is about free art --

But you have to do me a little favor-- it's something anyone could do, I guess--







PLEASE JOIN :iconmaskedmenparty:

IT'S A SUPER COOL NEW RP GROUP WHERE PEOPLE GO PARTYING WITH MASKS OR ANIMAL HEADS ON !

COME AND JOIN ME AND MY BBY VALENTIN MMP: Valentin L. Winston [Rank Update: ROOK ?!] by shoujo-s IF YOU WANT TO RP WITH HIM ; 7 ;

THE SETTING IS SO AWESOME OKAY SO COME :iconjunesplz:




And now about that 'Free Art' reward:
Upon joining, every new character will receive an icon like these MMP: PAPER BAG ARMY [icons] [101 / 101] by shoujo-s from me ; v ; [but only for a limit time, so join soon!]

I kinda enjoy making them so yeah-- if you join, you'll get one ♥


I'm just gonna add the 10 REP to my current amount now |D

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My laptop screen broke o H o UPDATE

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 2, 2014, 3:59 AM


OMG SO

THESE GUYS FIXED MY LAPTOP SCREEN AFTER ALL

AND WE PICKED IT UP TODAY NNHH-- IT'S ALL GOOD AGAIN //RUBS FACE AGAINST LAPPY

I'M SO HAPPY I DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY SHIT FOR THIS SOBS

NOW I CAN FINALLY DRAW IN BED AGAIN //SLAPPED yesIdothat




Yeah as the title says, my laptop screen is broken-- inside tho, not the glass :iconlazycryplz:

I'll have to use my father's computer again so that I can draw orz
Goddammit --- just my luck :iconoelplz:

We're going to let it get fixed asap-- but it'll take at least two weeks sobs

UPDATE: And even better:
My mom drove to the store because of my laptop and they accuse us of lifting the laptop with two fingers only right at the spot where it is broken -- like yeah sure I don't know how to lift a laptop after like 7 years of having one :I

They say that there are fingerprints on the spot-- duh, I brushed over it because I wanted to check if it was broken outside //rolls eyes

Seriously-- now I have to wait 4 weeks at least until they decide whether they will repair it or not-- and if not, then I will have to pay 200 € to get it repaired //huffs

Altho back when we bought the lappy [it's fucking two months old :I] my mom even made sure we get an insurance in case something like this happens-- but they're telling her that it's not the insurance we need for such things altho back then they said it is-- just wth orz

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Art Trade anyone ?

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 28, 2013, 1:09 PM


Okay so-- I'm finishing the rest of the commissions I owe atm and I was wondering if anyone would like to do an art trade with me ?

I don't look for any special kind of art trade, we can do whatever kind of art trade you like [e.g. chibi, halfbody, fullbody, pixel pagedoll etc.]

Just comment what kind of art trade you'd like to do and maybe add some samples--

To already prepare you for which character I'd ask:

I'd be this bby

Auction Adoptable 3 [closed] by junkshopheibon

Please draw him like he's displayed on the left side as a chibi !

He's a rather powerful guardian angel, who fell in love with a mortal, but of course wasn't allowed to feel that way and thus was banished to earth to live there as a human for punishment
There though he made a promise with his beloved person, but to fulfill that promise, he needs his angel powers
Since heaven certainly won't give those back to him, he turns to the devil and they make a deal, well, rather deals
For every angelic trait he wants back, he has to give up something of his own
E.g he has to trade his innards and such--
That's why he also gets sicker and sicker--



Soooo yeah-- if you're interested-- just comment ; u ;

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Christmas Giveaway !! [WINNERS ANNOUNCED]

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 9, 2013, 12:04 PM


Oh gosh-- am I the only one who doesn't feel the Christmas spirit this year?
I feel horrible, feeling so empty during my favorite time of the year D:

So I thought-- maybe I can push the Christmas feeling a bit-- by making a Christmas Giveaway ; 7 ;

I'm sick anyway and have barely anyone to talk to, so I'm bored nonstop if I'm not doing the commissions I owe-- so-- lets have a giveaway = u =

The rules are simple:

♥ Comment your favorite Christmas song under this journal [only one song per person, that also means you can only comment once]
♥ If you do so [no matter if your song was already mentioned] I will reply you with a number
♥ On December the 24th I will determine the five winners via a random number generator
♥ Each winner will get one free chibi from me [no matter how detailed the character is, small extras like pets or so are also ok too]
♥ Important: I will only draw your prize if you have a clear picture reference of the character [no mecha or furries pls]



Lets spread the Christmas spirit a bit TT v TT


P.S. does anyone else have a screwy dA lately?
I can't view my messages and the submission of journals is all fucked up as well D:





Alrighty~

Since it's the 24th of December, I've determined the winners with a random number generator~

The five winners are:

1. 4 :iconreincarnationz:
2. 123 :iconishime-kun:
3. 23 :iconmushpanda:
4. 15 :iconbu-ruu:
5. 17 :iconzeldere:

Congratulations to the winners //throws confetti

You should receive a note from me soon ; v ;

And a merry Christmas to everyone ♥


Finally I know what makes me sick

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 23, 2013, 7:22 PM



Soooooo the doc could finally pinpoint what causes my bad health--

Guess what guys, I've got mononucleosis, also known as the kissing disease [such a cute name homg]
It's what's making me miserable--
I've got myself the disease with all its symptoms orz
My tonsils are so swollen that I woke up at midnight, fearing I'd die from suffocation ugh--
And this is only the beginning or so it seems--

It's final now that due to my health issues I can not take part in this semester's finals, which are essential for my graduation and so I will have to repeat my last year of high school---
I'm excused from school for another two weeks-- then we have to see how I'm feeling orz

Man-- I'd say fate loves to fuck me up at the moment--
But hey more time to draw-- if there wouldn't be this pretty little art block right now orz




orz
Sorry for making so many updates lately sobs

Well-- I feel better today-- more or less-- okay, a little-- very little--
I still feel exhausted, but not as much as before-- at least I can walk around and up and down the stairs without almost collapsing now--

The pills I have to take are freaking huge orz
And I can't take them without eating before--

Good thing is-- I feel like eating again ; 7 ;
Haven't felt like eating anything for a week or so now-- but it's slowly coming back--

But then again-- the pills still are quite heavy--
I get stomachache from them and whenever I cough [and oh hell I cough A LOT], I feel like I'd throw up any minute--
It's really just ew--
Those pills are almost 2 cm long orz
But I have to take them to treat my tonsils-- I swear the right side of my neck is slightly swollen because of those freaking things being yellow-coated //cries

Then another thing is-- my sleep hasn't gotten any better--
I still wake up so often and then the coughing makes it hard to fall asleep anyway--
Aaaaand apparently I get a fever whenever my body calms down to rest-- that's also why I sweat so much during my sleep--
I had a fever this morning when my grandparents came to check on me, or so said my grandma after feeling my forehead [she made me Get-Well Choco Pudding and cookies BUT THAT LITTLE DEMON OF A SISTER ATE MORE THAN HALF OF MY PRECIOUS PUDDING CRIES]

So due to that-- I'm not really feeling like sleeping haha orz
I'm kinda scared to lose consciousness while being asleep because of the fever-- or because of losing too much water due to all the sweating- I drink a lot-- but still--
For now I've got an alarm set every 2 hours to see if I am still conscious-- just in case--
I wake up almost every 2 hours anyway so meh-- not a big deal to be woken by an alarm--

I just hope this goes away soon-- I just wanna sleep calmly again because I love sleeping so much--
Same with the eating-- I wanna eat again without having to fear to puke it all back out again sobs
Everyone makes me such delicious food and then my stomach just goes all NOPE on me orz

But don't worry guys--
Like I said, I /feel/ better--
That's a start--
I'm not really tired right now [I more or less slept all day orz], so until I can come up with a hairstyle for the new OC I've got planned, I am watching the whole The Lord of the Rings saga because I never saw the movies, but always wanted to-- so being sick and unable to draw for the time being that's actually a pretty nice way to spend my time haha so much blood and pain and despair and war ; 7 ;




So I went to see my doctor--
She said that my blood sugar and my blood picture are normal actually, so that's not what triggers my bad health--

In the end my tonsils are yellow-coated --- again orz
Had the same thing a few weeks ago, it passed and now it's back-- just on the right side of my throat instead of the left ugh--

Well-- she couldn't really tell what's making me so sick but--
She said it's probably stress-- everything that I was planning to do and that now crumbled like a house of cards-- she said it was too much--
And well, it's over now so I don't stress about it anymore--
Now I just need to figure out how to get well again--

I'm excused from school for another week--
I'm missing a lot of classes lately and I'm considering to retake my last year of high school since it's freaking important for me and I can't go on doing it like this unless my health is all fine again--
To be honest, I wouldn't mind repeating the year-- my future dream popped like a bubble anyway and I've got two friends one year below me so meh-- I'd be with them---
We'll talk to my tutor in the course of the next days to see what he recommends--

Also-- what is probably making everything worse for me at the moment--
Ugh--
Well-- I lost my best friend, most likely -- and the person I love most of everyone I've ever met---
It's-- not easy to get through that-- mmh--
Knowing that a friendship ends is always hard but-- well-- this one is literally breaking me apart as well--
So idk-- I have to see how this turns out-- I'm still kinda positive-- maybe delusional-- idk--

For now I'll stay home for this week and try to get better, I've got medicine and all so it should help at least a bit--

Also--
Thank you so much
All those caring, comforting comments-- they really help a lot-- at least my mental weakness--
I'm sorry I haven't replied any of them-- though I'd rather like to thank everyone who cares about me right here
Thank you so, so much -- I'm sorry for worrying you--
Thank you so much for caring about me--
It means a lot more than you can imagine at the moment--




Ugh
I swear I'm only getting worse orz
I have barely slept the last nights, this night was the worst-- I am bathed in sweat, my pajamas were soaked and it was so freaking cold and my throat hurts again like it did a few weeks ago and I'm having nightmares too I think--
My blood sugar is still low and I can barely stand up straight just ugh--
I'll go see my doc today afternoon--
It can't go on like this--
I'm gonna end up in a hospital if my health doesn't get better orz

Sorry just quick update from my phone I just ugh orz




Alright so--
The last weeks have been pretty shitty
And if I say shitty, I mean REALLY shitty

I've probably had a mental breakdown or two idk

And my health is so bad that my doc was scared I'd just drop dead

Apparently my blood sugar is way too low or so--


There's been some major changes in my life and some major breakdowns and a stroke of fate I'd say--

It all just swept the ground away from under my feet

I need to re-orientate myself entirely

I'm a mess and I know that and I need to do something to make this better and I will
I can't sleep and I barely eat -- but it'll get better

To all those that I owe a commission, don't worry, I'll do them
Just give me time please

For all those that wonder what happened to my profile or what happened in general
I ask you nicely
Don't ask me
Leave me be please
I don't want to talk.

I'll go see my doctor again and I will also seek help of a psychiatrist I believe--
It's not like I'm depressive or suicidal -- but lets say we won't risk me becoming it.

Being on dA hurts me quite bad-- so I can't tell how this will go on from now on--
But I know I won't leave--
I love what I have here too much to give it up

But please don't ask questions
I just wanted to update all of you guys since I think it's better for you to know what's going on.

Thanks.


AAHH I GOT A NEW LAPTOP [UPDATE]

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 21, 2013, 11:06 AM


Yess-- finally-- I got a new laptop :iconweepsplz:

It's a Lenovo Ideapad U510, does anyone have experience with that one? ; v ;

It has Windows 8 idek how to use that pff--

But this means I can draw normally again //sobs happily--

Thanks god OTL




Welp-- just dropping by to say that I have to buy myself a new laptop-- mine is completely broken--

Not that I have the money for a new one but yeah-- I'll see what I can do--


That's all OTL



 

Kay so yeah apparently my laptop still has some Problems and idek what's wrong since I re-installed Windows the fourth time now and it keeps bugging afterwards so yeah I give up--

I'll return my Laptop and see what the company can do--

I will stay rather inactive on dA because of that-- I might be able to use my dad's Computer for drawing but well-- that's limited so I'll have to see--

And as if I wouldn't have enough shit going on atm this one stresses me on top-- I'm just so done at the Moment--

See you guys around I guess--


Kiriban cheated AGAIN

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 14, 2013, 1:48 PM


Okay this isn't even funny anymore--

Having my kiriban cheated twice--

I'm seriously not amused at all-- if the next one will be cheated again I'm definitely not going to do Kiribans anymore--

So, this time I got like 1.986 pageviews in like one day while my recent amount per day always was around 30 pageviews--

Just to show you what I mean: sta.sh/02glfll56xcu

I think I can call that obvious cheating--

I'll give it one more chance, next Kiriban will be at 55.000 pageviews--
If that one gets cheated like this again, I won't do any Kiribans ever again--


It's just unfair to everbody else, so please let this be a fair game in the future.


Thanks.

Excuse me guys, I'm off to Mexico again

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 30, 2013, 10:15 AM


Yaaayyy--- and I'm gone again * v *

Goodbye Germany, hello Mexico lmao--


Yeah I'll be visiting :iconmacchi-tacchi: again for 18 days since I'm on autumn break ~



My laptop has still not been fixed, so I won't be able to draw at all-- but I'll check dA regulary ; w ;


Wish me luck guys, I'm scared something might go wrong [again; for everyone who didn't know, last time I got stuck in Mexico City because I missed my flight ahahaha-- orz]



I'll see you around :iconloveloveplz:

[SOLVED]FML My Laptop is dead

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 27, 2013, 12:54 PM


OKAY WELL SEEMS LIKE MY OTHER LAPPY WONT WORK AS I THOUGHT SO THIS MEANS IM ON AN INDEFINITE HIATUS NOW SINCE I CANT DRAW OH GOD FUCK ALL THIS OTL

Yaay-- so guys-- my laptop died-- it fucking died just because I turned it off to turn it on again-- and then it wouldn't start anymore-- wouldn't log me in anymore-- so I got some help-- and I could login again-- but it was so slow that I couldn't do anything-- so the IT specialist who helped me said I will have to reset my laptop completely, losing all my files--

I did reset it

I turned it on again to let it reinstall everything

It didn't reinstall Windows as it should

Now it's unusable---

My laptop is fucking dead and I am so fucking angry right now--

It's not even a year old-- and atm I'm having enough stress with school and just ugh-- I can't cope with this-- I'm so stressed out-- I /NEED/ a break or else I'll have a breakdown--

Well-- one good thing --- I am on my old laptop atm--
I can still use it--
I can't promise that I can draw here though--
I might not be able to draw for a month or so-- idk- I'll have to see that--

Just thought I should tell you guys cause this means that my activity on dA will be VERY limited--

I'll just go and lay down and cry now ok bye

DUDUDUDUN BACK FROM ENGLAND

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 13, 2013, 11:14 AM



Update [09.21.]

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK :icontearplz:

HOMG FINALLY A NORMAL INTERNET CONNECTION AGAIN :icongrosssobplz:

I barely had any connection in England--

And I really don't want to elaborate the trip because ugh-- most of it was tiredness and walking around --

But there were some fun things that happened over the week-- so it was okay-ish I guess--


Anyways, just note that I'm back alright? ; 7 ;

I'll reply to all the comments now and I haven't drawn all week so orz-- gotta draw--





Well well-- the time for my class trip has come OTL

Tomorrow I'll be on my way to England for a week --

To Oxford to be precise--

I'll be visiting a few different cities, but mainly stay in Oxford--


I will take my laptop along, but I can't promise if I will have internet and be able to check dA ugh OTL

So I might not reply to anything for a week--

I'll be back on the 21st :iconblacksparklesplz:


If there's anyone that lives close to Oxford and would like to meet me and could come over, I'd be more than glad to meet up ♥ //SLAPPED


I will reply ASAP

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 11, 2013, 8:38 AM


but atm I'm a little busy and just-- :iconlazepoolplz:

I know that a lot of people are waiting for a rp reply or just in general my reply stacks are piling up again-- so please just bear with me-- I'll try to reply them as soon as I can-- :icongtthplz:

Forgive me you all :iconohgodwhyplz: